最后一次我爱你

这一夜将近十二点晚上,有一位女生,发送一则讯息给我.她并告诉我,她爱我.问我会接受她吗?我太累了,所以没回复她的问题就睡着了.
当隔天早上我问她时,她却说没这回事,她没发过讯息给我.(是你不敢告诉我,还是只是开玩笑,我毫无头绪,只好面对你说的一切) 你那头说道你弟弟玩你电话;另一头又说他昨天家人很夜都还没回家.你要我相信你吗?我会相信你的,因为我爱你.但到最后你依然没说出我想听的那句话-我 爱 你

我也只好对她说我已有了女朋友,其实直到今天那人就是我姐姐.从我出世到今天,我未曾谈过恋爱.虽然我有想过要追求,但却被人拒绝...我是当面向她告白,但她听后却逃避现实走开了,从那以后看见我就如看见狼一样,逃跑.我就开始封闭自己,不再向其他人告白,因为不想再次受到伤害.

过了几个月,你也找到了一位男朋友,还是同行的同事.我的心仿佛被一把刀插伤了一样.我回想起我们曾经拥有的光阴,我的心渐渐的流下眼泪.可能是我自作多情,以为你真的喜欢我,而结局却自己伤心,自己忍受.

回想起那一次你突然中我一拳,我惊讶的看着你因为从来都没女生打过我,而你却是第一位敢打我的...
那一次你说很饿,我给你吃我手,你真的咬了下去,虽然并不痛又不痒,但你就好像在我身上留下了爱的印记.那渺小的牙印奇迹般地深深刻在我手碗里两个星期多.

我无法相信我爱上你,也无法接受你与他一起了,更无法与你在一起了

虽然你们分了,但我从你眼神中得知你还爱着他,还爱得很深,我并不会有机会与你在一起的.我只好继续等待他日有人再次向我表白才把我的心交出去吧

黑缘

我是一位未满十八但将要十八岁的男生,愿望是要在中五毕业前找到第一女朋友...

自从第一次告白失败的几个月后,就在我生日后隔天,我照常去接些无聊的站岗消磨时间...

那一天是一个风和日丽的星期六,我还有我学校的两位上司都有去那.只不过是其中一位上司,我,还有一位从另外一间分队来的女生一起站岗..我还是依旧冷酷地不出声...我上司见况,就拉我去结交那位女生... 我被她那灿烂的笑容给吸引住了... 她名字起初我不会念读成 我打电动药的名字-ETHER
她教了我几次我才慢慢学会叫她名字...余啊(>.<)
我慢慢习惯回怎样与人沟通也是她的出现吧...不然我可能还是那冷血无情的人吧..那一天我就认识了第一位外校的女性朋友,当然在那站岗里我也认识到CHING,ANDREA &; KAR YEE她的姐妹们... 在解散时我上司竟然对我说他喜欢上她了..我也只好把她让给他吧,他又有钱又有才华她肯定会喜欢他吧...23/06/2007

过了几个月后（16/09/2007）的下午，当我回到家时，我发现我手机有一封信息，我一打开，竟然是她写给我的，我也是X年没收过女生的信息了从小学六年级后。我感到开心与惊讶。
TEXT：If one day I am gone and fail to say good bye with you,I want to thank you,because I have a friend like you.
当时的我真的很笨，竟然为了这样的讯息，以为她将要离开了。。。

（18/09/2007）我又再次收到她发来的信息了，好高兴，很兴奋
TEXT：这世界上不会多出一个太阳，也不会多出一个我，所以我要你知道，你认识到我这独一无二的我，是你赚到，别忘了我哦。

我一直出外站岗，目的就是要再次见面，但失败了。。。

在这寂寞的圣诞前夕，我一人在房内打电动游戏，突然我电话有讯息，是她寄来的信息，哈哈唯一一个还记得我的人啊，让我从寂寞中找到了温暖

2008
一年过去了，我依然还有与她联络，突然我从我兄弟口中得知她与她朋友他都认识，也得知她们说我帅，和她转校的消息
天在戏弄我，她好几个月都没回我信息了，使我感觉上又回到了从前，但天无绝人之路，我从朋友那里打听到，原来她也是同一间补习社的，只是时间不同，我为了见她，我不断更换时间至我遇见她。
好不容易才见到面，但却开不了口对她说话，只能看着她的微笑

这一天，她朋友没去补习，我与她独处的机会来了，我们边走边聊，突然她问我认识咏馨吗，我想了想，突然恍然大悟想起她就是我团体的新生。然后她就告诉我她们之间的关系是如何-同一个教会。

这天当补习完毕后，我回到了PJ LRT站时，突然下起了倾盆大雨，我知道她一定没带雨伞的，于是我等乘下一班车的她到来，她到了她果然没带伞，本来她朋友的妈妈要载她回的，她拒绝了，我留住了她，我说我遮她回家，她也拒绝了，但我还是不放弃，我借我的雨伞给她，她问我那我z怎么办？我骗她说有人载我回，但其实是自己淋着雨回家，她接受了我的好意。哈哈开心

马来人开斋节前一个月时的一天，由于马来同胞饿了整天，所以全部人都早放，所以当补完习后很多人，她朋友又没来，我又能与她独处了，哈哈。第一辆很满人，我朋友看见我们在那，他不过来做电灯泡，他上车了，我和她上不了车，所以等下一辆车，在对话中得知她也喜欢黑色。因为觉得很酷。。。然后车来了，我们便回家了，车虽然多人，但我们还是勉强挤进去了，她的背后靠着我胸口，有点幸福的感觉，要是时间能够停下，多好啊

我从我徒弟那得知她在10月11号生日，也从另一个朋友那得知她全名，因为他是同小学的，也是住在她附近，所以我开始筹备她生日的东西。。

很久了她都没有回我讯息了，我开始失落了，但从我的徒弟那得知她不是讨厌我，而是她电话不见了。我跟我徒弟走得很近，旁人都以为她是我女友。。。

8月30日，Seminar，我们又见面了。虽然没一起坐但我还是很开心。
完后，有抽奖环节，但我才没那么幸运被抽到。不然我会送那熊与杯给她并向她表白。

她生日到了，我一早做好准备后，就从家走路到她家送礼，十五分钟后我到了，我打电话去她家，好幸运，是她接电话，我告诉她我要去她家，她立刻惊讶地回答不要，然后我告诉她我到了，她放下了电话，门开了少少，看一看，然后又关回，我已经挂下电话，她竟然还记得我电话号码，打回给我。感动。。但到最后她还是不出来，我只好把礼物放进信箱里，然后失望地回家去。到了晚上十一点多，我打过去祝贺她生日快乐和问她是否喜欢那礼物，但她姐姐告诉我她去派对还没回。。。我又失望了。

11月17号由于PMR完了，我约她单独出街，被拒绝了。伤心，然后我约我徒弟11月21号出去庆祝我徒弟考试及格了，我就和我徒弟两个人单独“约会”哈哈，在Shabu-Shabu吃火锅，17号座位，她将去云顶传教，然后我们就拍了大头照留念。。

由于考试当天完后，时间还早，我就跟我徒弟到她们的教会那里参观，了解下她们的生活的一部分。也受到那里的阿姨邀请出席圣诞节派对，所以当那天来了，我真的去见她了，她穿的很成熟，变美了很多，那派对规定是穿红或绿色，但我还是穿我最爱的一身黑衣装。她哥哥有表演，她姐姐有拿奖，她看见我惊讶得很，本以为她走了，没得陪她拍照，于是到外领取食物进大厅吃，吃后看见她在前台拍照，我走了过去，好不容易才说出，陪她拍照，由于她哥哥在那看着，有种不自然的感觉，所以所拍的照片都不是很好，希望还有机会再拍过。
在离开前，她一直强调不要放在网络上，那时我都还没有电脑，当然不会啦，但到了现在我依然不会放上网，因为我答应过她，所以我不会不遵守诺言。

2009
好久都没看见她了，她也没有补习了，好想念她
6月9号她朋友生日，邀请我，本以为只有我一位男的，但去到时看见来了很多来路不明的家伙在哪吵闹。终于重逢了，但被一位男的抢走了她一整晚，使我心情低落得很，我看见桌上有啤酒，我打开了一罐来喝，果然还是很难喝～她们在那玩得很开心，但我却在那很伤心，她朋友的弟弟跑来弄我，我心想，你看不到本大爷的脸上写着‘不爽’吗？ 但我被小鬼逗笑了
上楼了，喝了香槟，陪她朋友的弟弟打我拿手的Ps2，哈哈，单手就打赢了，她朋友的弟弟蛮喜欢我，他不给那班人穿着袜子坐在他床，但我就可以 哈哈，他也把他们赶出另外一间房，呵！别打扰本大爷发泄。累了，她朋友的妈送我还有两位小姐回家.

她生日到了，我托我徒弟交给她
当我有了电脑，我知道更多她的事，本来应该是很开心的事，但变得不堪设想，她有很多追求者围绕着尤其最讨厌的DS 应该是那时后那家伙，她与他也有合照，只是改成蒙着头而已，以为我不知道照片里的那女生就是她吗？唉。我依然还是有发简讯给那电话号码，虽然没回复，但相信她会遵守诺言，当有会电话时，通知我，所以我时常给她我的电话号码。
这天开始，我发现我发给她的讯息都发送到收信者，我开始怀疑了，但我依然相信她会告诉我的，在网上看见她用手机自拍照，我自己安慰自己那是她哥，姐或朋友的电话，一直相信她。

偶尔在车站看见她，只是打声招呼而已就走了，这年的圣诞节没举办任何派对，无法见她。

2010
中五了，她又回来补习了，但她回时是乘坐她朋友妈妈的顺风车回，没得像以往那样讲话了
下雨了，她朋友也没去补习，她没带伞的，我遮完我朋友上车后，回头去遮她去车站。不然我真的不知道她怎么回。她在面子书向我道谢，好开心哦。所以我还是喜欢下雨天。
6月9号她朋友出另州旅行了，没搞生日会，没得见面。伤心
这天我发现她在背包里拿出电话发简讯给她朋友，我就心想为何她不告诉我她有回电话了呢？
我等了几个星期，她依然没告诉我，我只好问她关于她电话的东西。她只回答她只用来打给家人而已，我并不那么想，但我依然还是接受了她的答案。我想来想去还是想不通为什么，只好当什么也没发生吧。
这天，面子书的一个问题问道她是否会喜欢我这类型的人呢？我很铁定的说是，但她的答案却不是，也就是说，我并不是她杯茶。

最终我还是放弃了，希望她会找到她的白马王子。我也会找到一个爱我的女生，

Love Kiss Money

Do you know that in the bottom in my heart

only have hate and love?

I hate myself not good enough to be with you

Thats why I love you I didnt tell you

just use movement to show that I love you

I care about you

I concern about you

Maybe you know that I love you

but you are waiting for my respone

or you just ignore about it,

just let it be..

wait for the brave guy to say that he love you.

Love,only have two answers

1-Accept

2-No

so when rejected no need to be too sad because the answer is fixed

when accepted just let it be

and cherish what you have,

dont let it go and lose it

I always see you from a distant,

only you dont know I am watching you

you became more beautiful

more mature

and popular too

thats why many guy want to meet you

and want you be his girl.

God had said that life have starting point and ending point,but didnt longer than the future's road

life is weak,no body know about the future.

maybe in the next minute your family or friend had die.

thats why we need to be live with joy

I always follow somebody foot step,

but I have my law and rule

my own stlye

my own talent

I wont accept any fake relationship about kai gor and kai mui thing

not because I selfish or what

to me,that kind of relationship is fake and wont be hold longer

Some of my friend just used that kind of relationship to chased girl that he like.

or after fail,then take that kind of relationship.

For me,my friend is equal to my family member

who hurt them,will be my enemy.

EatSleepPlayChatAnimateGameComicOnlineNovelSmsMusicCook

Both hand can work and write

left ear can hear clearly

left eye vision with pale green

right eye vision with pale red

RapidRecover Body type

When there had the light ray

that meant there is a hope

sun is shiny but hot

it wakes the earth to work

give us warm

show the beautiful face to us

If one day the sun is gone

the world will be become dark and cold

that will be the end of the world

Dream eater~

I hope you take away all the sadness that is arround me

my friend

my family

and

I

Bady are you down down down down down

when you are down,I will make you smile

I will stay with you

I will keep on my cellphone to make sure that I didnt miss your call

I will always listen to your heart

because I love you so much.

No matter you love me or not,I wont change my mind

"If you cant get your mind mind mindmind mind

please dont waste my time time time time time

I not trying to rewind wind wind wind wind"

I wish I could get your heart as once...

Candle

when birthday we use it

when people die we use it

in old time we use it as lamp

when festival we use it

although Candle is a small thing but it is a part of our life

Melody of Love

I am lonely

I always be a lone wolf

I hate lonely

because I afraid of lonely

But I am lonely all the time

Just nobody want to know what I feel.

I will be right here,

Waiting for someone,

Come and listen to me.

the sky getting darker and dark

the air turns cold

the wind blew the leaf with spiral shape to form a little tornado

the tears of the god drop at the surface of the road

the rainy love song still playing

but the tune is not right anymore...

the time goes by very slow,

the stom clear the dirt in our live

once it go away,the rainbow apprear.

Just like my feel in my heart

Love me love me

say that you love me

fool me fool me

oh how you do me

kiss me kiss me

say that you miss me...

I wanna hear you say love me.

although seem like you love me,

but you didnt tell me.

Maybe I was wrong,

Just what my I think only,

the more I love,will hurt me the most

Who are you now,are you still the same or did you change some how,

what do you do,I wonder you are fine

when we are looking back,

we are young and stupid

do you remember that?

The picture will be the sweet memory to me

I still remember what i promised you

no matter how many years

how you hurt my heart

what you do to me

I also will keep it

and wont publish to the web

Hear My Voice...

Do you know that,sometimes friend as good as special relationship G/B friend?
dont ask me love you or not,the answer that i will reply NO,nobody can tell how much they love to that person.If that person is love me,i wish her can say it infront of me,not through sms or senting the message to me by another person.I dont accept that.Girl? I am Gay(happy) but not a gay(fall in love with boy) so I love girl too...Just I just want to hear the word come out from your mouth only...

童言无忌

最近以来的青年越来越不像样了,一出口就"问候"人家妈妈,真是出口成"脏".
不知是否社会变得不好,人也会遭殃呢?如果是那就真是:''城门失火,殃及池鱼''啊.
还是另有原因呢?如缺乏家庭温暖,勾结损友导致而成...

网络也成了骂人言论区.他们就因区区的小事就骂到要生要死,难到他们不会累的吗?
其实我们不该''问候''人家的家人,因为我们也是有父母生的...

所谓退一步风平浪静,别因小小误会而咒骂及伤害他人.我们做人该宽容地去对待身边每一个人,旁观者也该有:''多一事不如少一事;少一事不如好一事''与你无关的东西,最好别管太多,当事人自有办法解决它. 旁观者清,当局者迷啊...

让我们一起来建立"无粗话社会!"吧

Kuronen Profile

The gift that my sis give to hers friend

lol my Touch and Go rapid pass

Banker

First aid kit..

Psp 3000 stupid machine

always hang

Card case that gave by Cadet friend

Oversea chocolate

Replacement Bottol and my Jacket

Music box that I gave to my friend

but she broke it...

Apple is my favor

St john belt

Junk food

Reward of last duty

Reward of last duty

Reward for last duty St John

Fifa world cup for McDonald

Pool or snooker

Juke box with an old song

Domino pizza-Fifa world cup

Jun wing Birthday party souviner

Chocolate chips.

If I am not wrong,It made by his mother

lol i took my friend's photo put inside...

Because they 2 always together like couple

Lol basketball medal

The masterpiece I ask my friend made for me.

cute right?

One of my retire present

Kuronen partner-Melody

No need to explain,also know this is hard candy

I buy it for my friend

After attend the fire fighting course

I saw this thing at night market

so i bought it

This is luck star

I hope that will brings happy and hope to people that I knew

Celebrating New year

Red wine

This is the love didnt develived to her side

This is my Guitar,Full with dark red and black colour

Like Diablos's wing colour

This is the novel I like to read

This is talk about Vampire

This is my Odm'watch that cost 300something because it is original

but my school didnt allow me to wear戴,so I bring带to school,if he take away it,I will DIE

5-我

2-爱

0-你

The candy that is inside Animate

Because of the animate,It looked like very delicious,so buy it and tried

Yup,it is good!

lol this is what Karen gave me as a present suddenly

What is this?Tiger?Bear?Cat?

lol maybe you always called gay or sakai so you give me an wild animal

This is the Bun that cant eat.

I gave it to Karen for birthday gift.

It is a walffer story

Kuronen黑缘=Kuro黑色 + Inen因缘

It is an avatar of me

Status:-

Name:Kuronen

Gentle-Male

Owner:Nam

Age:2009-an

Appearance:Black body with Tripel red X

Face cover by the white skull mask

Type:BlackBear

Like-Friend,Play,People kiss and hug him

Dislike-Enemy,who hurt me,my friend & family

Location born-UFO Catchers'machine

Produce by:Hollow Pet